4 posts tagged with "存在主义"

我是在一个下着雨的午后走进那家黄焖鸡店的。雨不大，却也足以把整座城市染成一种暧昧的灰蓝色。店里没什么人，只有靠窗的位置坐着一个穿格子衬衫的男人，面前摆着一份已经凉透了的黄焖鸡，和一杯冒着虚无热气的啤酒。

我找了个离他最远的位置坐下，点了一份黄焖鸡，不要米饭。服务员是个面无表情的年轻女孩，像是刚从一部黑白电影里走出来。她机械地重复了一遍我的点单，转身走向后厨，留下一个空洞的回声在店里飘荡。

Li Ming looked up, rubbed his sore eyes, and glanced at the time in the lower right corner of his computer screen—20:58.

"Two more minutes..." he thought to himself, feeling a mix of nervousness and anticipation.

Lao Li retired, and his days suddenly felt as empty as a freshly washed porcelain bowl, so empty you could see your reflection in it.

His wife passed away the year before last, and his son was abroad, rarely returning even once a year. Lao Li was alone, guarding an old two-bedroom apartment, counting the spots on the wall to pass the time.

我家的猫，阿花，失踪了。

阿花是一只普通的中华田园猫，黄白相间，尾巴尖有一小撮黑毛，像蘸了墨水。它喜欢在午后晒太阳，用一种看穿世事的眼神盯着我，仿佛我是它豢养的人类。阿花失踪前并无异常，除了，它开始对猫粮失去兴趣。